Since Saturday I have been in tears---some happy and some sad, some thankful and some sinful, some enjoying and some longing.

So I've been writing thank-you notes for all my friends who were at Ian's baby shower---and crying some more! They are probably the sappiest thankyou notes ever! I really really really was blessed on Saturday night---the love and care that everyone showed to me by just being there continues to cheer my heart!

Emotions are an ever-changing rollercoaster ride---but we won't dwell on them---we will clean the bathroom, change a diaper, and head outside for a walk with my boys in the warm spring wind!