Familiar

I've been here before.

Three separate times, in fact.

So low, so dark, so small.

Part of me wars against all I love,

angry at all I hold dear.

Inner places of pain, deep beyond explaining.

I do know this.....my God is not put off by my sin.

The sin of rebellion,

the sin of anger,

the sin of discontentment....

even when it's all aimed at him.

He became sin for me,

he will not leave me here.

I cannot save myself, because

sometimes I don't even want him,

but he will not let me go.

Phillipians 1:6

I am confident of this,

that he who began a good work in you

will carry it on to completion

until the day of Christ Jesus.