It is already past the middle of June. I won't count out where I should be in pregnancy, I won't think about how I should be straining through these days with an aching back instead of an aching heart.
I won't. I have found a place, healthy or not, for my heart and mind to go on living. And it's surprising even me....that most days, I find something happy and productive to do, and enjoy doing it. I play with my boys... read.... sew....sit..... walk.....hike. I cook and clean. In the doing of my life, I find myself singing. And I refuse to feel guilty for it. I AM HAPPY, God is enough.
Not that everything is perfect. Melt-downs have been here, too. But praise God, I am not in the deep drought of depression, and that is something to be thankful for.
5 comments:
Ah, Katie. Refreshing as the rain to hear the sweet words of your heart! I came to say hi, I'm thinking about you and lo and behold, you had just posted. (:
I love you and am glad to hear you are enjoying each day for it's present contents and activities.
Beautiful roses! My roses are filled with huge blooms, some double roses, and they smell divine!
He IS enough! Praising God for the Happy...when you don't expect it. The Happy that doesn't seem like it should be there, but it is.
Love you!!
Contentment is in the doing and the living and the busy-ness, isn't it?
A perfect time for busy-ness too...these almost summer days.
Thanks for the update. I've been hoping to hear one!
Amen, Katie. Amen. (((hugs)))
You on your journey are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I continue to lift you up; tonight I praise God that despite the pain you have found a way to give thanks.
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