My mind is looking and searching, wanting promises that just aren't there. I want to KNOW that God will relent from sending calamity into my life, that the dark days are over and compassion is coming.
Right now it feels darker than ever, and I'm ready for heaven.
But He's calling me to continue, to be a faithful servant,
even through this.
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A little of this, a little of that, and what makes up my daily thoughts and activities....
I am a woman who desires to love GOD above all, to serve and delight my husband, to cherish and train up my four boys, while adjusting (through God's grace) to life without our children, Ellie Rene and Benjamin Curt, who were taken to heaven in February 2008 and April 2010. We are now celebrating James, our sweet 7, born in March 2011. Praise God with us!
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I came over to thank you for visiting my blog and leaving your comments, especially the heads up about the coupon copy fraud. I had no idea. Now I'm sitting here in a puddle of tears, after reading your About Me on the left. I would give anything if there was something I could do. or say, to help you feel better. I will definitely be praying for you. I lost my precious hubby, suddenly in Oct 2008, and I do not know what I would have done without my Lord's love and comfort. I too no longer wanted to be here until I thought of my son, daughter-in-love, and two precious granddaughters. They were suffering so much as well and the thought of putting them through any further suffering caused me to be willing to stay here as long as God wants me too. ♥
I wish there was something I could say or do to comfort you but I know there is nothing in my power to fill that dark void that's trying to consume you. I'm praying for you <3
These are beautiful, heart breaking words. And he cares about them. He really does.
Hello,
You do not know me but I found your blog through Molly's. You are a beautiful writer and I find comfort in your writings.
Thank you
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