Monday, December 31, 2007

Year End Reflections

This has been a wonderful year for our family---
with too many wonderful memories to recount!!
But at the years end, I find myself weeping.
Longing. Praying.
My heart aches deeply for the many around me who are suffering,
sorrows so crushing, to big to even breathe.

And I wonder and ask, "Am I living as I should?"
Am I praying enough?
Am I showing my children a passion for God---
or a passion for my new sewing machine---or the computer?
Is it the Bible whose words soak my soul,
or yet another blog, and another--
until my time is gone?



Pressing pressure---
the responsibility for training and teaching and
guiding 4 young souls---
I can't believe that God choses such unfit ones as us to shepherd
and shape these hearts.



Please Lord, give grace to us----we need it so!



Teach us to number our days aright,

that we may gain a heart of wisdom.

Psalm 90:12




2 comments:

Roberta said...

I share your thoughts. especially:
I can't believe that God choses such unfit ones as us to shepherd
and shape these hearts.

humbling.

Your winter pics are beautiful.

Anonymous said...

HI there - I just came upon your blog after reading about your shower presents on TreeFall...I just want to say..this post really touched (and convicted) me!! I think I'm showing my kids I love the computer and my sewing machine (but mostly computer) more than I love Jesus..which is so wrong. Thanks for giving me a fresh look!! I pray you have a wonderful day and thanks for sharing this!

...may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing to you, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer. Psalms 19:4